Just hm ^^
Gratis bloggen bei
Long time no see...
There has been much going on recently...
I´m just trying to catch up a bit, but actually there´s not too much to write about...
Or what is there to say about times of joy and happiness... nothing special....
Well, there´s stress, because we are going to move and we are renovating the old-new house...A lot of hard work, but it´s fun...
I had my whole arm scratched from splitting and breaking flagstones a few weeks ago... somehow it was funny to have those little pieces sticking in my arm, because they merely scratched the skin and I didn´t really feel them... and it looked like such a severe injury when I took them out of my arm and had a bit of blood drippling down my pale arm: it looked absolutely white and pale because of all the dust... well, it must sound aquwart if I talk of fun in that context.... It was just slightly funny, in a very strange way... but the work itself was fun, and somehow I was proud of those small scratches, not happy about them, but proud: I think they somehow represented a part of me, they were a kind of proof for some features... I know, all this sounds weird and crazy, somehow, but well... I saw them as proofs of determination, and readiness to work hard, even if the consequences can be unpleasant....
I mean, I know that not every girl would do things like that, and work that hard, or under that "dirty" (well, actually it´s more dusty...) conditions.... maybe it´s foolish and arrogant, or even stupid, but I´m proud of that....of being ready to do hard work, and liking it....
And else... there´s not much to say... school´s almost over, and I´m glad it is... it´s freaking hot here, and the last weeks were quite stressfull. But everythings goes so well at the moment.... Life is good, and I know it is.
I´m simply lucky, sometimes I even think I don´t even have deserved as much luck as I get from life... not that I wanted to be worse of, but sometimes I think life´s too easy for me.... and then I overvalue my problems and it seems to be the end of the world if something goes wrong.... I´m flying too high, so I´m falling quite deep if I am .... well, nothing to talk about now.... I believe what I write now sounds a lot like rubbish, doesn´t it..? It´s hard to get feelings into words....
So I´ll beter be short with the last thing for today: I´ve been to a mediavel-rock-festival last saturday, and it was just.... BREATHTAKING, AMAZING, STUNNING, AWESOME!!!! I mean, that was ecstasy, that was music, and something near to the greatest fun I´ve ever had... an almost perfect day, that was not a perfect day because of two reasons: By about 9 p.m. all of us were soaking and drippling wet and it get terribly cold standning in the rain, and there cannot be such a thing as a perfect day because nothing can ever be perfect.... or that´s my philosophy...
Guys, Thanks for the great day!!!!!! It was great going there with you!!!!!
And to all the others: Guys, thanks for being my friends and thanks for reading this!!!!
stay the way you are, be yourself, and make the best of life! It´s worth it!!!!!
(Sorry, I don´t mean to sounds like a lecturer or so.... well, anyway, I think you understand me...)