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Thoughts....

Long time no see...

There are so many thoughts in my head... questions...

Thinking about the nature of humanity, about our souls, about death and our own vanity, mortality.... do I have toi care whether anybody is going to remember me once I am dead or not? I don't know.....

Sometoimes I wonder what it feels like to die, to be dead... I mean, I am not keen on finding out, not yet.... not yet for a long time to come.... but sometimes I am curious.... but by no means curious enough to try to find out.....

I wonder whether or not I am going to find answers to all this questions running through my mind, t all the riddles lives plays with me, all the riddles to think about.... all those questions I can't even figure out clearly in my head.... somethimes I just lack the words.... language can be so unfutile.... failing...

Just as my comprehension of myself... what do I really want? Where do I want my road to lead me? I don't know... just going on.....

But what for? Something has to change, humans have top change, but why should I try if five thousand years of history and ountcounted books, poems, speeches, plays, dramas, education have not changed anything.... it seems to get worse instead of better... are we lost already? Have I given up already? Is there any sense in fighting... but someone has to....

It is all so wrong, so much is endangered.... we stand right in front of a chasm... an abbys called decay and destruction... the end, maybe? I don't know.....And actually, I shouldn't feel depresed and gloomy like that at all... iIn fact, I am feeling fine, writing without rreal emotion, just with my mind and clear senses, perception....

Questions, questions in the twilight.... I am confused, uncertain....
12.5.07 19:06
 


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