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Long time no see...

There has been much going on recently...

Iīm just trying to catch up a bit, but actually thereīs not too much to write about...
Or what is there to say about times of joy and happiness... nothing special....

Well, thereīs stress, because we are going to move and we are renovating the old-new house...A lot of hard work, but itīs fun...
I had my whole arm scratched from splitting and breaking flagstones a few weeks ago... somehow it was funny to have those little pieces sticking in my arm, because they merely scratched the skin and I didnīt really feel them... and it looked like such a severe injury when I took them out of my arm and had a bit of blood drippling down my pale arm: it looked absolutely white and pale because of all the dust... well, it must sound aquwart if I talk of fun in that context.... It was just slightly funny, in a very strange way... but the work itself was fun, and somehow I was proud of those small scratches, not happy about them, but proud: I think they somehow represented a part of me, they were a kind of proof for some features... I know, all this sounds weird and crazy, somehow, but well... I saw them as proofs of determination, and readiness to work hard, even if the consequences can be unpleasant....
I mean, I know that not every girl would do things like that, and work that hard, or under that "dirty" (well, actually itīs more dusty...) conditions.... maybe itīs foolish and arrogant, or even stupid, but Iīm proud of that....of being ready to do hard work, and liking it....

And else... thereīs not much to say... schoolīs almost over, and Iīm glad it is... itīs freaking hot here, and the last weeks were quite stressfull. But everythings goes so well at the moment.... Life is good, and I know it is.
Iīm simply lucky, sometimes I even think I donīt even have deserved as much luck as I get from life... not that I wanted to be worse of, but sometimes I think lifeīs too easy for me.... and then I overvalue my problems and it seems to be the end of the world if something goes wrong.... Iīm flying too high, so Iīm falling quite deep if I am .... well, nothing to talk about now.... I believe what I write now sounds a lot like rubbish, doesnīt it..? Itīs hard to get feelings into words....

So Iīll beter be short with the last thing for today: Iīve been to a mediavel-rock-festival last saturday, and it was just.... BREATHTAKING, AMAZING, STUNNING, AWESOME!!!! I mean, that was ecstasy, that was music, and something near to the greatest fun Iīve ever had... an almost perfect day, that was not a perfect day because of two reasons: By about 9 p.m. all of us were soaking and drippling wet and it get terribly cold standning in the rain, and there cannot be such a thing as a perfect day because nothing can ever be perfect.... or thatīs my philosophy...
Guys, Thanks for the great day!!!!!! It was great going there with you!!!!!

And to all the others: Guys, thanks for being my friends and thanks for reading this!!!!

stay the way you are, be yourself, and make the best of life! Itīs worth it!!!!!

(Sorry, I donīt mean to sounds like a lecturer or so.... well, anyway, I think you understand me...)
26.7.06 15:46





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