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Somehow, it seems, that my world is shaking... I don?t knowm why or how that came to be, but I can see, or forsee, in a way, changes... changes I don?t want to happen.
I used to think everything was just alright, everything was okay, but now... I think I can see changes in my friends, in friendships, that I really can?t put anywhere, I don?t know what is going to happen or what has already happened to make these changes start...

I know that I didn?t behave as a very good firend to some of them... I?m sorry for that...

But that?s not the fact... it?s the thing that the whole world seems to turn faster and faster around me, only I stand still, unmoved, unchanged... everybody is going on, developing, everyone but me. I mean, I know what it is I want to change, I know what to do... but I don?t know how. It?s like standing before a wall you know you must climbed, but you can?t, as you don?t have the gear...

Something just don?t fit anymore, somehow, but at least I?m sensitive enough to sense that now...

And still, the world seems to drift away, leaving me behind... somehow everyone got on this train carrying them to development... and I?m running to keep up, but I fear that my feet are weary...
I just don?t want to loose people around me, but I fear that could happen....

I?m quite fine, but my world is shaking, and I don?t know why... And nor do I know how to stop it or what to do...
maybe just run faster....



11.2.06 08:52





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